A Good Revelation (a sermon from Acts 11:1-18 and John 13:31-35)
In Flannery O’Connor’s story titled
“Revelation” Ruby Turpin has the habit of judging and classifying people based
on how they look, how they talk, and the color of their skin. In the opening
scene, Mrs Turpin is sitting in a doctor’s waiting room, forming judgments
about all present. Among those in the room there is a mother in a sweat shirt
and bedroom slippers whom she regards as “white trash.” Across from her is a
teenage girl in Girl Scout shoes, reading the book Human Development. There is another young looking woman present
that Mrs. Turpin judges as not white trash, but just common. And there is a
well-dressed woman as well, with suede shoes whom she considers her peer. (Mrs
Turpin always noticed people’s feet.)
The story’s narrator tells us that Mrs
Turpin would sometimes occupy herself at night, when she couldn’t go to sleep,
with the question of who she would have chosen to be if she couldn’t have been
herself. She developed an entire “pecking order” of societal worth, with
herself and her husband Claude positioned comfortably near the top.
In the conversation that ensues between
Mrs Turpin and the well-dressed woman, there are many subtleties that reflect
her classism and racism. She tells the woman that she is grateful for who she
is. She says, “When I think who all I could have been besides myself and what
all I got, a little of everything, and a good disposition besides, I just feel
like shouting, “Thank you, Jesus, for making everything the way it is.”
The girl reading the book becomes more
and more irritated as the conversation goes on. Finally, she loses control. She
hurls the book across the room, hitting Mrs Turpin above her eye. Then she
lunges at her, grasping her neck in a death grip. The doctor rushes in to
separate them and sedate the girl. But before the girl becomes unconscious, she
stares directly at Mrs Turpin, Mrs Turpin feeling as if the girl “knew her in
some intense and personal way, beyond time and condition.”
Mrs’ Turpin says to the girl hoarsely,
“What you got to say to me?” The girl raised her head and locked her eyes onto
Mrs Turpin’s. She whispered, “Go back to hell where you came from, you old wart
hog.” Her voice was low but clear. And her eyes burned for a moment as if she
saw with pleasure that her message had struck its target. Mrs Turpin senses
that she has been singled out for the message. Of all people, she thinks, why
me? She was a respectable, hard-working, church-going woman. And she couldn’t
let go of it.
Back home she decides to go out and hose
down the hogs. As she aggressively squirts the hogs she begins to argue and
rave against God. “Why do you send me a message like that for?” she says. She
raises a fist with one hand and grips the water hose tightly with other and as
she blasts the poor old hogs she says to God, “How am I a hog and me both? How
am I saved and from hell too?” “Why me?” There was plenty of trash there. It
didn’t have to be me. If you like trash better, go get yourself some trash
then,” she rails. “It’s no trash around here, black or white that I haven’t
given to. And break my back to the bone every day working. And do for the
church.” “Go on,” she yells, “call me a hog! Call me a hog again. From hell.
Call me a wart hog from hell. . . Who do you think you are?”
Then it came. In the midst of her raving
the revelation came. (Perhaps like Saul on the road to Damascus). She saw the
streak as a vast swinging bridge extending upward from the earth through a
field of living fire. Upon it a vast horde of souls were rumbling toward
heaven. And out in front were all the folks that Mrs. Turpin had relegated to
the bottom of the social ladder. Flannery O’Conner writes: “And bringing up the
end of the procession was a tribe of people whom she recognized at once as
those who, like herself and Claud, had always had a little of everything and
the God-given wit to use it right. She leaned forward to observe them closer.
They were marching behind the others with great dignity, accountable as they
had always been for good order and common sense and respectable behavior. They
alone were on key. Yet she could see by their shocked and altered faces that
even their virtues were being burned away. She lowered her hands and gripped
the rail of the hog pen, her eyes small but fixed unblinkingly on what lay
ahead. In a moment the vision faded but she remained where she was, immobile.” As
she makes her way back to her house in the woods O’Conner writes “around her
the invisible cricket choruses had struck up, but what she heard were the
voices of the souls climbing upward into the starry field and shouting
hallelujah.”
O’Conner doesn’t tell us what happens
next, what she does with the “revelation.” We are left to wonder what impact,
if any, it makes. Would she deny it? Repress it? Ignore it? Rave against it? Or
would she learn and grow from it, would she become more? We don’t know. But it
completely altered her world.
Talk about reversal. In the Synoptic
Gospels and the Gospel of Luke in particular a major feature of the kingdom of
God embodied and proclaimed by Jesus is reversal. This could have been a vision
in the Gospel of Luke who preaches reversal – the first shall be last and the
last shall be first – from beginning to end. Mary sings in her Magnificat that
in God’s new world God scatters the proud, but gives strength to the weak. God
brings down the powerful, but lifts up the lowly. God sends the rich away
empty, but fills the hungry with good things. In the parable of the great
banquet in Luke 14 the house is filled with “the poor, the crippled, the blind,
and the lame.” In God’s household everything is turned upside down.
The woman in O’Conner’s story must face
the truth that her elistist world where she carefully distinguishes between the
blessed and the passed over, between who is “in” and who is “out” is a social
construct that is false and erroneous. This proud woman is made to face the
reality that her foundation for life is based on lies, prejudices, and
deceptions. That’s hard to face – confronting the reality that your life has
not been based on the truth at all, but on lies and illusions. Most of us are
too afraid too even entertain the thought, so we never ask the hard questions.
Will she ever be able to settle back
down into the same arrogant, respectable, self-righteous worldview again? Will she
be able to go back to hiding behind her self-delusions? Will she be able to
continue to shamelessly and self-confidently judge others based on her
comparisons and classifications and categories of worth and value? I don’t see
how. The message from the girl and the vision in the field turned her world
upside down. The question now is: Will she allow the revelation to crack open
her blind and deluded and hardened heart, so that the light of God’s grace can
get in and transform the darkness? And that’s a question we all should ask.
In our passage from Acts today Peter tells
the apostles and disciples in Jerusalem about a revelation he received. How
important was this vision? Well, Luke narrates it twice. Luke tells the story
in chapter 10 and then has Peter repeat it in chapter 11. In his vision a large
sheet descends from above with all sorts of unclean animals. Peter is told to
prepare the meat of the animals and eat, in direct violation of the laws of
purity that Peter’s Bible said came straight from God. This rocks his boat. And
apparently Peter needed some persuading because this scene with the sheet
dropping and Peter being told to eat occurs three times in the vision. Slow of
heart we all are.
Cornelius, a Roman centurion, who would
have been regarded by many Jews as an enemy of the Jewish people also had a
vision, and was led by the Spirit to request that Peter come to his house.
Under normal circumstances Peter would not have dared associate himself with an
unclean Roman military leader who had a hand in the oppression of his people.
But these are not normal circumstances are they? So Peter goes with them to
Cornelius’ house and shares with Cornelius and all present the good news. As
Peter speaks the Spirit comes upon all of them. Then Peter draws this
conclusion from his revelation: “I truly understand that God shows no
partiality, but in every nation anyone who fears him (respects him, reverences
him – one does that by respecting and reverencing all human life) and does what
is right (that is, what is merciful and just) is acceptable to him” (10:35).
That’s what Peter learns from the revelation. The revelation turned Peter’s
world upside down and broke down deeply entrenched longstanding prejudices and
boundaries.
I believe that God is always trying to prod
us along, to get us to evolve, to move us forward, and that inevitably involves letting
go of some belief, some idea, some practice, some attitude, or some behavior
that has become deeply embedded in our souls. The story of Peter’s evolution
from exclusion of non-Jews to inclusion based on the universal Lordship of
Christ does not come without struggle. For Peter it took a revelation, it took
a vision. But let’s give Peter some credit. Peter was open to the vision. He
trusted the vision. He followed the vision. And he arrived at a new place. The
Spirit is continually coaxing us, enticing us, luring us to new places. But of
course, the Spirit can only prompt, not force; the Spirit can only invite, not
coerce. We must be willing to go where the Spirit is leading us, even if it
means we have to leave what is comfortable and familiar behind.
Often what is needed is a new
revelation, a new vision that enables us to see our world - our relationships,
our work, our understanding of God, our connection to all creation, our calling
and vocation, our gifts, our community – in a whole new way, from a new
perspective. This revelation can come to us in a multitude of ways and through
diverse means. The revelation can come through the reading or proclamation of
scripture, through the lyrics of a song or a passage in a book (you know, so
much of my evolution/growth over the years has come through reading, I often
wonder how preachers who don’t read have anything helpful to say). A revelation
can come through a conversation with a friend, or through a scene in a movie or
a novel, or through a dream, like Jacob had in the night about a stairway to
heaven.
I guess for you and me the question is:
Are we ready to receive it? Are we open to new insights, fresh perspectives,
new revelations? Or are we stuck? Are we too afraid to move on? Have we dug our
trenches so deep we can’t see a way up and over them? Have we become too
defensive and too proud to admit we could be wrong? (I’m sure I am wrong about
a whole bunch of stuff) Can we admit that we have a lot to learn and a lot more
evolving/growing to do? Are we willing to pursue truth wherever truth can be
found, and not automatically assume that we have some special corner on the
truth?
Peter Enns, who teaches at Eastern
University has a new book out titled, “The Sin of Certainty.” I love that title.
I haven’t read the book yet, though I have read a couple of reviews. Here is a
quote, “All Christians I’ve ever met who take their faith seriously sooner or
later get caught up in thinking that God really is what we think God is, that
there is little more worth learning about the Creator of the cosmos. God
becomes the face in the mirror. By his mercy, God doesn’t leave us there.”
God doesn’t leave us there – that should
be good news. God gives us new revelations. The Apostle Paul called his
encounter with the living Christ a revelation of grace. We all need such
revelations because we all have blind spots. We may not think we have blind
spots, but of course, if we knew where
our blind spots were, then we wouldn’t
be blind would we? We don’t know, and that’s why we need grace, we need help,
we need new visions and revelations that will enable us to see what we haven’t
been able to see up untill now.
Maybe our Gospel reading today could
function as a revelation of the essential nature and activity of God in the
world and in our lives. This passage in John 13 gets to the heart of what
authentic religion is about: “I give you a new commandment, that you love one
another. Just as I have loved you, you also should love one another.” By the
way it’s not really new. This has always been basic to who God is and what God
wants. It’s new in the sense that we have a human teacher who beautifully
embodied and incarnated this love. Jesus says, “By this everyone will know that
you are my disciples, if you have love for one another.” How did this basic,
foundational reality of authentic discipleship ever get pushed out to the edge
of Christendom, which is what has exactly happened in institutional
Christianity? If more Christians would awaken to the primacy of this reality we
could make a huge difference for good in our world.
Our Good God, sometimes we become so
entrenched in negative attitudes and hurtful beliefs and destructive behaviors
that it takes a revelation to get us on a more positive, constructive path. Let
us be open to such revelations. Let us be teachable, moldable, formable. Give
us the courage and capacity to trust that you will provide the grace we need to
leave old, familiar ways and find a new way that is more centered in and
expressive of your love.
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